Losing a best friend

Have you ever lost a best friend? Well I’m basically in the process of that. I had three best friends at my old private school. One of them bailed on me because they got jealous of me hanging out with guys, and the other one is moving on from our friendship because of some things that happened and mistakes that were made. I never understood why we are given friends, and then there taken out of our lives. I would always dream about my wedding day and having my two best friends be bridesmaids. Now there not even apart of my life anymore. We did everything together, and were best friends for two years. And then in an instant, it was gone. Sometimes I will text them, asking how they are. But its never the same. They reply bluntly, trying to be nice, but they have new friends now. I had a best friend, we’ll call him David. We got in some trouble so I haven’t been able to see him for a while. It put a huge dent in the relationship and often I wonder if things will ever be what they used to be between us. I guess all I can do is wait and see if he thinks I’m worth fighting for. That’s what a true friend would do anyways. When I came to Marquette I was worried about making new friends. freshman year was hard and I didn’t make many friends, but Sophomore year has been much better and I’m learning to enjoy life no matter who is apart of it.